On June 11, 2021 fisherman Michael Packard was nearly swallowed by a humpback whale off the coast of Provincetown
I was inside the black mouth of my own humpback whale
when Michael Packard came to me and said, Wear your Miraculosa by the sea.
I was wearing my Swiss Dot party dress,
and we nearly danced, Michael’s kindness was infinite,
like Jesus, and I could feel his breath on me,
like the breath of the beach roses, rosa rogusa. This familiar Atlantic
and all the fishermen lost at sea. That bowsprit
I believed she was me—all of it above and below
the coyotes gliding through the sand, the cedar shacks swallowed and spit
back to the dunes, the grass levitating. A red fox crying.
The oysters pearling, the beach where the boys
take it all into their mouths and swallow. I wanted
to be that wild, that clean. Rosehips,
hudsonia, baleen, bird wing. I walk
the length of the cove. I swim
the criss-cross waters off Long Point,
my hair salty and tangled as rope,
my heart good to eat,
fresh as it ever will be.
