Drawings of whales in the log of the ship Indian Chief kept by Thomas R. Bloomfield (1842–1844)

To Conjure

Eve Alexandra

On June 11, 2021 fisherman Michael Packard was nearly swallowed by a humpback whale off the coast of Provincetown

I was inside the black mouth of my own humpback whale

when Michael Packard came to me and said, Wear your Miraculosa by the sea.

I was wearing my Swiss Dot party dress,

and we nearly danced, Michael’s kindness was infinite,

like Jesus, and I could feel his breath on me,

like the breath of the beach roses, rosa rogusa. This familiar Atlantic

and all the fishermen lost at sea. That bowsprit

I believed she was me—all of it above and below

the coyotes gliding through the sand, the cedar shacks swallowed and spit

back to the dunes, the grass levitating. A red fox crying.

The oysters pearling, the beach where the boys

take it all into their mouths and swallow. I wanted

to be that wild, that clean. Rosehips,

hudsonia, baleen, bird wing. I walk

the length of the cove. I swim

the criss-cross waters off Long Point,

my hair salty and tangled as rope,

my heart good to eat,

fresh as it ever will be.

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Image Credits:

Drawings of whales in the log of the ship kept by Thomas R. Bloomfield (1842–1844). The Internet Archive, republished via the Public domain review.